I’m sure most people have experienced this but it affects me so much. It’s this feeling that you get at the pit of your stomach, like when your heart sinks with disappointment. All your organs drop and it’s like the butterflies are going crazy, in a negative way. This feeling comes with embarrassment, disillusion and disappointment. It consumes me all the time and that’s all I can ever think about. It’s the worst feeling ever and I try to avoid it at all costs, and that’s why I am the way I am; because all those things come often and they take away from me.